S.R: Journal of a Young Author

Hi I'm Sara and I see the beauty in little things. I love my life, but my best friend, Olivia, is what makes it. I'm a young writer. I love to laugh, it's my fave. I will always find a way to burst into song. I treasure cheap watches and wet hugs <3 I get no sleep and I love bubblegum. I am christian. I think everyone is beautiful in their own way. I expect nothing from you, because if I were to, I would be extremely disappointed. Please don't make me promises you can't keep. I'm not looking for my other half, he's already found me. (: It's my goal in life to change someone's life, or make even a small difference for the better. I like high heeled boots and converse sneakers. I like to sing and dance in public. I don't like when someone makes a scene with me. I like to play games, and if you play back, I'll know you're worth my time. I don't like feeling like I'm wasting away or wasting time. I like success which is why I work so hard for it. I don't like messes or disorganization. I don't like being shot down for what I'm not. I like creating things even though I'm not all that artistic. I like dancing to my ringtone. Sports keep me alive. I like costumes and playing dress up. I don't like sitting and watching T.V. If you talk to me you'll see that I'll give to you until I can't give anymore. You should sing with me. I'd love you forever, like seriously. Friends, guitar and God hold major places in my heart. Bad grammar bugs me, so don't do it, kay? :) I find beauty in sunshine and smiles but not in myself. If you talk to me for long enough, you'll realize that I'll speak nonsense at you. Let's bake cookies and tap dance together, I think that'd be fun. I'm just an Eastern girl who can't wipe that smile off her face. Let's be best friends. yadigg? I love summer. I don't expect a whole lot of things, but don't make promises to me, okay? I hate them. Don't believe first thoughts about people. My faith is important to me, but I hate policy-I believe in beliefs, if you do have a belief that you strongly do believe in and will fight for, I respect it. Individuality is important to me, embrace it. I love inside jokes, they help me continue living. My sunshine rays are the kids who make me laugh and feel like I can be who I am. When I'm hurt the best way to handle me is to give me space. I try to space myself on my own and it is in your best interest to let me find my own way, because I know what I need. I plan to make the best of my life, and I'm on my way. It's said that the good girls keep the diaries, and the bad girls have no time to write it down. Me, I just want to live a life to remember, even if I don't get a chance to write it down.
S.R.

So I just remembered my tumblr.

Here’s what’s happened in the mean time.

I went from 1002 followers to 821. 

I cut myself.

I fell in love with the unexpected.

I became self conscious to a dangerous level.

I re-found hope.

I became hopeful, found success, found love, and found a consistent and dependable routine.

Did I mention I broke a heart along the way? It killed me more than it probably killed them. It hurts to have someone look at you, and have have something in their eyes change.

I also discovered that curiosity is the spice of life. and most importantly….

I had to fall in love with myself first. Before anyone else.

We might only have tonight. But till the morning sun you’re mine.
Plain White Ts


I just wanna jump over the sun. Well&#8230;it feels like I could.

I just wanna jump over the sun. Well…it feels like I could.

(Source: loseyourpride)

Call me an obsessed loser, but when I fall, I fall hard.

Call me an obsessed loser, but when I fall, I fall hard.

[  ] Kissed someone before dating

[  ] Gotten a phone taken away at school

[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum

[  ] Gotten caught cheating on a test 

Total so far: 0

[  ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times

[  ] Didn’t do homework over 5 times

[   ] Turned  at least 2 projects in late

[  ] Missed school just becuase you felt like it

[   ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class 

Total so far: 0

[X] Got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school

[ ] Text people during class

[ ] Passed notes

[X] Threw stuff across the room

[X] Laughed at the teacher 

Total so far: 3

[X] Took pictures during school hours

[ ] Called someone during school hours

[ ] Listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours 

Total so far: 4

[ ] Threw something at the teacher

[x ] Went outside the classroom without permission

[ x ] Broke the dress code

[  ] Failed a class

[X] Ate food during class

 Total so far: 7

[X] Gotten a call from school

[  ] Been called the worst student

[  ] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly

[ X] Didn’t take your stuff to school

[  ] Given a teacher the finger when they weren’t looking

Total so far: 9

[   ] Faked your parents signature

[X] Slept in class

[ ] Cursed at a teacher behind their back

[ ] Copied homework

[  ] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal/dean

[X] Thrown food in the lunch room 

Total so far: 11

 Multiply by 3. Post as “i screwed up 33% of my teenage life.

foreversgunnastarttonight: im living in a world of people pretending to be something there not

foreversgunnastarttonight:

im living in a world of people pretending to be something there not

NO MORE HURT. NO MORE WONDER. only purpose. (:

NO MORE HURT.

NO MORE WONDER.

only purpose. (:

(Source: loseyourpride)

A safe feeling when he holds you and he puts your arm around you. When he hugs you and brings you closer to him by the waist. And he puts his hat on your backwards. and its everything you&#8217;ve ever dreamed of in a night.

A safe feeling when he holds you and he puts your arm around you. When he hugs you and brings you closer to him by the waist. And he puts his hat on your backwards. and its everything you’ve ever dreamed of in a night.

(Source: bitznpieces)

I need to rememberrrrr that. 

I need to rememberrrrr that. 

(Source: gorgeoustakethecity)

Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a B in the class when you deserved an A. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You’re there for your best friend at 3 a.m. when they need it the most & the next day they don’t pick up their phone. You give something your all & sometimes get little to nothing back. You care so much about someone who doesn’t care enough about you to say hi once in a while. You give someone your time & they give you “sorry, I’m busy”. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything & they’re just walking away with it.

imunnaeatchooo:

fsquaredfrncnm:

yellowsubmarines:

alyannaelin:

the bestfriend part haha.

Sorry, I’m busy.

:(

:(